TITLE: Running at the Dog
AUTHOR: Tavia
DATE: 3/01/2009 09:39:00 AM
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My morning reading from Pema Chodron's When Things Fall Apart:
One boy asked [Trungpa Rinpoche]if he was ever afraid. Rinpoche answered that his teacher had encouraged him to go to places like graveyards that scared him and to experiment with approaching things he didn't like. Then he told a story about traveling with his attendants to a monastery he'd never seen before. As they neared the gates, he saw a large guard dog with huge teeth and red eyes. It was growling ferociously and struggling to get free from the chain that held it. The dog seemed deperate to attack them....Suddenly the chain broke and the dog rushed at them. The attendants screamed and froze in terror. Rinpoche turned and ran as fast as he could - straight at the dog. The dog was so surprised that he put his tail between his legs and ran away.
...The spiritual journey involves going beyond hope and fear, stepping into unknown territory, continually moving forward. The most important aspect of being on the spiritual path may be to just keep moving.
...We sit in meditation so that we'll be more awake in our lives.
...Awakeness is found in our pleasure and our pain, our confusion and our wisdom, available in each moment of our weird, unfathomable, ordinary everyday lives.
Writing regularly, deep breathing, my injured neck, shoulders, back, and feet, and sitting in meditation...these are all my dogs that have broken loose from their chains and are running right at me.
And I'm running right at them, as fast as I can.
Labels: fear, meditation, Pema Chodron
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